But despite of it all, I believe in this pairing. Again, I'm delusional, but isn't the whole experience of fiction one shared delusion coloured by your individual perspective? When I see Carson and Rodney together, I See It. Yes, they bicker, and sometimes stray, and Rodney is often a jerk to Carson, but that's just how Rodney is, and Carson's faithfulness to him says more than any overt gestures of affection could convey. And I won't waste our time trying to prove it, bringing up telltale moments like a

In my delusional state, McBeck is canon, and that's how it will stay. No, I haven't watched 'Sunday'. I intend to, but I will do so at a time of my own choosing. But I know that no matter what that episode did to the pairing, it will always be real to me. McBeck = canon. And I will play in other sandboxes, but I will always come home.
Rec me some good recent McBeck fic. I haven't read fanfiction in a long time.