August 8th, 2007

elf

The Only Constant is Change

The same could be said of my mind. After much waffling and gnashing of teeth (not to mention the wailing), I finally quit the car sales job. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Do I wish I could've succeeded at it? Yes. But it was costing me more than time to be as mediocre as I was. To be good, I would've had to go beyond my capabilities. I knew that, and I think Andy finally saw it. Terry never will, but that's all right. I don't expect him to. I have the utmost respect for Andy and Jonathan and everyone else there. Maybe they're right and I could've been great, but I just don't have the stamina right now to go there. After all, health comes first. Mental health, doubly so.

All in all, it was a learning experience that will be with me forever, and I plan on staying in touch with the crew there. I love them, they're insane. Right now I'm texting back and forth with Rhino and Megan. I just offered to bring Meg some Starbucks to cheer her up from my departure. Will she take the bait? Stay tuned. ;)

Ha! Okay, they seem to not be too busy over there right now, so I'll be dropping by in a few. I can clean the kitchen when I get back.
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